I’m close to finishing revisions on my novel, and I had previously promised myself to turn away new ideas and keep my brain focused on this project until completion. I’ve made these little promises before, but I’ve never lived up to them. But this time my promise was so sincere, and I’ve done really well for a few months, not even tiptoeing into another story, so I kind of wanted to see the promise through. For one thing, I wanted to know if I could.
I think I could. If I wanted to. But do I really
want to right now when there’s someone so vivid in my brain that she’s got me
really curious as to what’s going on with her? Ah, decisions, decisions. My
friends say No, don’t stop. You’re so
close ... Keep going… You’re almost there.
I already take little breaks (besides blogging time)
to edit the work of others, a job I love nearly as much as writing, and I also
write an occasional feature story for a wonderful magazine. These I do in honor
of my electric bill, which likes to be paid whether I want to pay it or not.
Besides, I have overhead lights by my computer and they don’t work without
electricity.
I can’t tell you how many little stories made an
appearance in my brain during the last few months, and I’ve turned them all
away—but this one is standing strong. So how do I keep diligent in my efforts
on the big project while sneaking a little time to another one?
I’ve decided to use the same advice I give writers
when they find themselves in a slump. Write a paragraph a day. If that’s all
you demand of yourself when you're having a hard time writing, it isn’t an
overwhelming task. Believe it or not, a paragraph a day puts out a well focused
story when you eventually have enough paragraphs. The last short story of mine
accepted for publishing (comes out in May) came together in this manner.
So here’s my plan. I will write one paragraph per
day on the new story, or at least a few each week, while devoting the bulk of
my time to finishing my novel. I really think this is the best idea, even
though it’s breaking a promise to myself. The thing is, I feel strongly that if
I don’t give a few minutes to this little story, it’s going to suck my focus from
the novel anyway and make me careless, because I’ll be trying to hone in on an aspect
of the novel, but not with my whole heart. That isn’t going to work.
So here’s to me and yet another broken promise. But
don’t feel sorrow for me on this. I am going to finish the novel. And I am
going to present myself with a new short story… At least I hope it’s a short
one. :-)
How do you handle these creative interruptions? Am I
making a mistake?
Happy writing!